Jennifer Soong
from Ísland
“And I
can’t find my way home. Yet wandering there I may.
By these snow graphics.” — Denise Riley
whatever happens to that–that silence
between us I made so quietly
none see, snaking whispers, draped
meltwater on snowy stone as unevenly
sun falling enables floes to drift beneath
night-cuts, hours of vibrant pink, combing
fresh streaked mountains like meat above me.
no whatever becomes of it, don’t let it
become me, sorry and no fairer
not saying what I say
out away once more of
desire, civil twilight, reshaping
negative space with a darkish
river from above. nothing pleases
me more, save those for oneself,
than feelings softly landing, the
snowflake breaking off its
arms in sun, hardening over
night the water of its spears
forgive this greed for life, forbids me
from kissing any other, having never
stroked it before the sky-squeezed-out
sun, flat snouts of glaciers. out of
grotesque bedrock, long-nippled
spires glisten wet and the curve of
earth where darkness is morning. to black
sand plastered grasses evolve to clutch.
where gusts out-brood us stunning
stillness deafens.
speak less, sing. may I
pass that term when
I do not see you yet
safely. I mention you
so often to myself it
seems I knew you by
the time I did. hence
how little I speak and
captivating you are
“In those areas, a southwesterly severe gale or storm is forecast with wind gusts in excess of 40 m/s. Snow or sleet,
and later snow showers, is expected with poor visibility and deteriorating driving conditions. Traveling is not advised.”
then many more air cavities
depressed throw with altered
direction under slipped darts
of snow. down the mount
can’t see, can’t feel what’s
sogged through to the leg. head
crusted with baby ice, just go,
don’t look, peel off the frozen
pant, the boot, the glassy
thigh in the station bathroom
light. thoughtlessly wiped, alive
your body won’t make tremor.
then fear flashing colorless
and the sudden reprieve: that
the mind’s the only
thing left moving
thoughts through mist through morning
bandaged clouds, hands twisted on the
basis of clouds. bird me, pluck me if
I’d let you. doffed murmurs possess fullness
culture restrains, a sky of silence grows
and you are like a tree in a new invasion
of light, swaying in me towards acts beyond my
capacity. to you I communicate things only
quietude hears but tread among pronounced
signs of desire, flaring crocuses–the
way you began was outside me
climbing out the present, rippled
to the crust, exaggerated by the influence
of a gale, be small. fish abundant in the
fjord, and one so busy catching
did not make hay or love, yet do those
fish dance out from his eyes in winter, split
by fire
Jennifer Soong is the author of the books and chapbooks Near, At (Futurepoem),
When I Ask My Friend (DoubleCross Press, co-bound with Dan Owen's Points of
Amperture), Contempt (Spam Press), Suede Mantis/Soft Rage (Black Sun Lit), and
Hand Hiding Hand (forthcoming with Face Press, illustrated by Thom Donovan).
Originally from New Jersey, she currently lives and teaches in Oxford, UK.