Kanika Agrawal
from THIS FIGURE IS PURELY DIAGRAMMATIC
This is it
light it
It is in the thicket of this
Axial sickness—
—bodies stripped
—in shifts
—stichic
As reeds
Read
the margins
The landings
unmade
& recoded
in double light
& the hands
their hands
Meet
what ends
In one the carrot
The garrote in one—
Are spent—
That it figures itself
Out
Through a density
of entrants
Freshly indexed
To the junket of movable parts—
(1) running of the canids
So canonically
mid-ruin
(2) handlers wearing their miters
Down to the joints
(3) arm-like processes of tracking
& torque
(4) lenses in the confidence
Of motion censors
(5) live valvular tunings
To unaccompaniment
An operative pallor
Primps the usual assumptions
What thoughts settle
with what
Dollish consistency
their somata
for
The body
the yolk
The body
the yoke
What is the matter
What is it
a light
partition
Still the ill slew
of the market
It circles
It enumerates the sequelae
in the after-
Math of emptied syringes
That the route
is refuted
with puncta
—
All lives do
Not all lives
(a)-(c) count
—(dis)appearances are ambient
ektara
over dim vocalizations
The court is metered
in pages
The defendants
are thumbed
They speak of the acts
Not already spoken for
Its own speech acts
Acquit it
It follows their hands
Being tied
behind the nation’s back
Behind the hands
Hands
in hindsight
Infinite regress of the corpo-
Real
in real
time
That they sit on the coals of the earth
at the very mouth of hell
That when they die and go to hell
they come back for a blanket
(6)
They look the part
they look
Like something else
It looks like no one—
There is a hold
on them
Theirs
is a holding pattern
of speech—
—
—
And the real joke of it is—
(7)
Hold on
It is folding time
The optics
Are eidetic
(8)
Affecting or relating
to a circle or number of persons
In circular letter
a letter directed to several persons who have the same interest in some common affair
A practice
of carapace
As the active tense
of the captive
If integument
is argument
Against another body
Or extension—
What sur-
vives the difference
In life
What gets
to come
Over
it
alight
As it (e)merges
Into perspective
It rounds the o
of an ongoing
Hanging
Uncounted faces
demonetized
& dropped
from the public branch
The headless dream
Of millinery
—pinned—
Adornment
& the (fl)oral passage
of rights
It takes a trunk call—
a reminder—
The word was the first
accessory—
To record the bodies
On the line
They say watch
the villains kite
in the current
Verbal commons
They say catch
the rolling heads
of statistics
& operations in conversation
Follow the circulation
a string
a ringing
light
In time
it will have seen
This before
Enter repeatedly
Recognized
as inter
The characteristic residue
On each chain
How long
Does it
go on
It depends
on a number of actors
Or will—
The facts unanchor—
(9)
Of or pertaining to the circle
or its mathematical properties
In circular points
the two imaginary points at infinity through which all circles pass
When they recall—
They say all
the best
Thinking
is collapsarian
Kanika Agrawal is an Indian citizen and hybrid specimen raised in six
countries on four continents. She studied biology at MIT and creative
writing at Columbia University and the University of Denver. Her work
appears or is forthcoming in Best American Experimental Writing 2020,
Black Warrior Review, filling Station, Foglifter, Notre Dame Review, SAND,
and various SF&F publications. Her chapbook Okazaki Fragments will
be published in 2020 by Oversound.
Notes:
The phrase “This figure is purely diagrammatic” comes from the following paper,
in which Watson and Crick first proposed a double helix structure for DNA:
Watson, J. D., and F. H. C. Crick. “Molecular Structure of Nucleic Acids: A Structure
of Deoxyribose Nucleic Acid.” Nature, vol. 171, no. 4356, 1953, pp. 737-8.
Some lines in italics are quoted or adapted from:
“circular, adj. and n.” OED Online, Oxford University Press, June 2019,
www.oed.com/viewdictionaryentry/Entry/33219. Accessed 24 June 2019.
Rulfo, Juan. Pedro Páramo. 1955. Translated by Margaret Sayers Peden, Grove, 1994.